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What happens when someone dies, meets cosmic scientists, and comes back with blueprints for human evolution? This memoir documents my impossible journey from childhood trauma and Dissociative Identity Disorder to cosmic laboratories and whatever unified thing I am now.
Following a solar eclipse in April 2024, I experienced five days in cosmic consciousness labs, conducting experiments on human awakening and testing the limits of awareness expansion. What psychology labeled as "disorder" - my internal family of consciousness aspects - was actually evolutionary adaptation allowing multidimensional access.
This is field notes from the other side of reality, blending raw memoir with practical frameworks for consciousness mechanics, quantum identity, and navigating awakening symptoms. Written for those who've been told their experiences are "too much" and anyone curious about volunteering for cosmic research duty.
Every purchase supports proof that marginalized experiences carry profound wisdom when authentically represented. You're not just buying a book - you're supporting consciousness research for whatever impossible thing humanity is becoming next.
Playful, precise, and rooted in lived impossible experience, it may contain sudden bursts of cosmic bewilderment, spontaneous reality upgrades, and an uncontrollable urge to volunteer for your own cosmic assignments.
Read the memoir. Run the experiments. Welcome to the new paradigm.
What happens when someone dies, meets cosmic scientists, and comes back with blueprints for human evolution? This memoir documents my impossible journey from childhood trauma and Dissociative Identity Disorder to cosmic laboratories and whatever unified thing I am now.
Following a solar eclipse in April 2024, I experienced five days in cosmic consciousness labs, conducting experiments on human awakening and testing the limits of awareness expansion. What psychology labeled as "disorder" - my internal family of consciousness aspects - was actually evolutionary adaptation allowing multidimensional access.
This is field notes from the other side of reality, blending raw memoir with practical frameworks for consciousness mechanics, quantum identity, and navigating awakening symptoms. Written for those who've been told their experiences are "too much" and anyone curious about volunteering for cosmic research duty.
Every purchase supports proof that marginalized experiences carry profound wisdom when authentically represented. You're not just buying a book - you're supporting consciousness research for whatever impossible thing humanity is becoming next.
Playful, precise, and rooted in lived impossible experience, it may contain sudden bursts of cosmic bewilderment, spontaneous reality upgrades, and an uncontrollable urge to volunteer for your own cosmic assignments.
Read the memoir. Run the experiments. Welcome to the new paradigm.