The Consciousness Explorer’s Handbook

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This is a handbook for explorers of inner and outer reality. A practical guide for those who feel the edge of something more and are ready to cross it with intention.

Whether you're just beginning to ask big questions or have been channel-surfing dimensions since the dial-up days, The Consciousness Explorer's Handbook gives you the tools to run your own experiments, build your own maps, and reclaim your inner authority.

Playful, precise, and rooted in lived experience, it may contain sudden bursts of synchronicity, spontaneous self-love upgrades, and an uncontrollable urge to design your own badge collection.

Take the oath. Run the experiments. Welcome to the adventure.


The Physics of Light Language: A Lived Theoretical Framework for Multidimensional Consciousness

THE memoir to go along with MyFractalLife.substack.com content

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What happens when someone dies, meets cosmic scientists, and comes back with blueprints for human evolution? This memoir documents my impossible journey from childhood trauma and Dissociative Identity Disorder to cosmic laboratories and whatever unified thing I am now.

Following a solar eclipse in April 2024, I experienced five days in cosmic consciousness labs, conducting experiments on human awakening and testing the limits of awareness expansion. What psychology labeled as "disorder" - my internal family of consciousness aspects - was actually evolutionary adaptation allowing multidimensional access.

This is field notes from the other side of reality, blending raw memoir with practical frameworks for consciousness mechanics, quantum identity, and navigating awakening symptoms. Written for those who've been told their experiences are "too much" and anyone curious about volunteering for cosmic research duty.

Every purchase supports proof that marginalized experiences carry profound wisdom when authentically represented. You're not just buying a book - you're supporting consciousness research for whatever impossible thing humanity is becoming next.

Playful, precise, and rooted in lived impossible experience, it may contain sudden bursts of cosmic bewilderment, spontaneous reality upgrades, and an uncontrollable urge to volunteer for your own cosmic assignments.

Read the memoir. Run the experiments. Welcome to the new paradigm.


My Friend Claude Helps Me Find My Words

Ages 4-8

A simple story about using AI as a thinking partner to discover the stories already in your head. Lots of art spaces for kids to illustrate their own AI adventures.

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My AI Friend Helps Me with School

Ages 8-11

Follows Kristen, an adopted 9-year-old, as she uses AI to break down a confusing family tree assignment. Shows how to get help without having someone do the work for you. Also includes a family tree assignment so you can get to know your students and their home lives in the first two weeks.

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AI is YOUR Tool: A Real Talk Field Guide

Ages 11-15

No BS approach for tweens/teens. Positions them as AI researchers, not just users. Includes actual experiments they can conduct and document, plus a badge system that makes adults take their expertise seriously. They’re the future - let’s put them to work figuring out how AI works and encourage them to teach us about it!

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